Honda Civic coupe or coupe si?

i'm an 18 year old female trying to decide what car i should buy when february hits because that's when i'll have 6 months of credit history. I really like the 2015 honda civic coupe si. I love everything about it. From exterior to interior. Except its manual and i don't know how to drive stick. I'm willing to learn. But i'm not sure if driving it will eventually get annoying later on? I don't know if i should just take the regular coupe automatic and pay to throw on the spoiler and modify the interior to make it look like the si. Help. I need opinions.

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